Good Things Come To Those Who Wait.

Let me start off with, my weekend was absolutely amazing.  it all started when some friends and i decided that we were going to ride up to sonora for the football game together.  the ride up there was pretty funny i wont lie. The game was amazing. Good Job Buffs! keep up the good work.  but the ride home thats what really made the big impact on my entire weekend.  The friends that I rode up to Sonora with were Timmey, Tyler, and Mikey.  Lately Mikey and I have been going back and forth about how we feel about one another but finallly on the ride home the truth came out.
He kissed me. and honestly it was the last thing I ever expected to happen between him and I.  and it wasnt just one of those meaningless kisses either it was one that made my stomach turn in knots and left me speachless.  Its been so long since I've felt that with someone. It made me absolutely the happiest girl in the world.
With all this I cant help but be alittle scared though. 
I've been through alot in my life and its been god knows how long since I genuinely felt something this strong towards someone.  And what makes it even harder is the fact that the last person I felt like this towards took advantage of the situation to the T.  I know I shouldnt compare the too and in a way Im not. but Gahhh with all that alarming fear in my gut I cant help but wonder why I'm still giving everything towards this relationship that hasnt even become something real yet.  Maybe everything really does happen for a reason...?