Crooked Nose

a broken nose.
i can handle that pain.

a family torn apart.
thats nothing new to me.

But a brother causing these things.
i can't seem to wrap my mind about that.

i wasnt at school today. because when i woke up my face was in more pain and more swollen than when i went to sleep.
Last night my brother went crazy and punched me repeatedly. when i called for my dad he made our altercation my fault.
so i got ready to leave to go to my moms house.  i was three steps out the door when my mom called me again and asked me if i could bring her some tylenol.
so i went back in the house. and my brother and i got into it again.  and it ended with him punching me in the nose.
Normally when i get hit in the nose nothing happens.. i guess you could say i have a strong nose? normally it doesnt bleed... ever. but he punch me so hard it is now slightly crooked and it bled quite a bit. 
Nothing happened to him. again this was all my fault.
i just dont understand.  Honestly. im a straight A student. a vasity athelete. and i dont really party or do drugs. 
yet still im the one who gets blamed. and has to live through this hell.
i cannot wait to be out of here.
im more than done.