last night i had a dream. well it wasnt actually a dream it was more like a nightmare with funny ties here and there attempting to brighten up the mood.
you see i have really vivid nightmares. like im actually there, actually touching the people and things that are around me, actually feeling each inhale and exhale. it can be quite scary at times.
basically i had a wack-o dream last night with a lot of odd charactors but like i said earlier it was as if they were only trying to brighten the mood. at the end of the dream my father was dying in my arms after a car crash.
i woke up with tears streaming down my face, my heart was pounding, and i could hardly breathe.
I dont know whether this dream is tied to me being affraid of my dad dying or if its me being afraid of having to leave my dad. none the less it sent me into a complete depression all day. i didnt want to talk to anyone, I didnt want to make eye contact with any one i just wanted to be me seperate from everyone else, distant from everyone else. and still i cant put my finger on the meaning of the dream or why it has made me feel the way that i do.
thats hella intense, dreams usually are trying to tell you something. its crazy the things you dream about, all of it comes from within our own brains but we'd never think of something like them if we werent dreaming. i hope you figure out what it means.
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